A Change in My Body

It is very sad to see my weight from 50(I was a freshman) to 60(I am a junior) on the screen of the scale. Throughout 3 years in the college, I think the biggest harvest that I get is my horrible fat, not the knowledge. It sounds ashamed. Actually, the fat really makes me the lack of confidence more serious. It was said that fat people usually have the wide mind as their bodies but I am not. I find the more fat of my body makes me feel inferior to other girls more serious. Especially my mom, she is a mother which always thinks her daughter is beautiful. But… she also started to tell me that I am too fat. In addition, she is fat, too. But she told me that she was very slim as my age! That really breaks my confidence. Sometimes I also find many mommies are more thin than me. Well, I think the fat is not only a burden on the health but also a pressure on the mind.
Even though now the summer is coming, I still wear a light coat to hide my fat body. Even it is really a hot day. But in summer, you must see many girls wear a t-shirt and the shorts to show their slim curve everywhere. That always makes me so envious of them. Trace back the reason of becoming fat. I think it results from always sitting on the seat all day to use the computer, the lack of sports and eating the food from outside selling. I think I really should make a decision to lose my weight right away. But it is a cruel to avoid delicious food for me and tired with continuous exercise. Maybe we all know the reason of me becoming fat. But, I wish I can be took a picture of thin look when I graduate from school next year. So, I must work hard in losing weight in this summer! God bless me.
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