To be honors, I have no idea what is my next step. My life has passed almost twenty years. And I am an adult who have the right to do anything in law. Maybe that is the reason keeps me feel anxiety about myself. Now I need ten minuets to relax myself and memorize what is the impress thing in my twenty years. Looking back what I learned from my experience. Oh! There is one thing happened and still impressed me now.
I had learned dance above seven years since I was an elementary student. Be a dancing girl, I must practiced basic and learned new steps day after day to get a chance standing under the spotlight. It moved me developing skills once out off a list of main characters. Fortunately, I got a chance performing on the stature thus it was a small place. Suddenly, the audience looked at me with doubt at first and giggled. “What’s wrong?” I thought and then my classmate behind the curtain pulled her skirt and point at me. As looking back, my skirt was raising, showing the back of view to the audience. The embarrassment rushed over my whole body but the performance must to be finished.
After that time, my teacher blamed me but commend that I rather standing like a fool than finish the performance. It memorized on me thus it is an embarrassing experience I had. And it leaded me more careful on every moment. From that time, l know fear and anxiety are not need. Just step forward.(262)
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