A moment like this

When I was a child, I love to play balls with my friends. We play basketball, baseball, volleyball, tennis and dodge ball. We seldom conscientiously study but we have a lot of fun. In the school, we play toys and have fun with teachers. We did not have to worry about many things and we did not feel much responsibility for studying and life. The life is full of innocence and joy. This is simple childhood. When I was in junior high school, I gradually feel the pressure to something, for instance, in order to enter a higher school, we study hard. We have no time to do other thing and we just study and study. At that time, I thought that the life is somewhat boring but the emotions between friends are still deep. We often go shopping and chat about everything and somebody fell in love. I thought that there is no secret between me and my friends. In my senior high school, I found that there are something complicated. The class is more difficult and we have to learn more things. We started to think our future and the career. We had to go to cram school every day to increase the knowledge and we were very busy in studying. I still enjoy the senior high school time because I made many intimate friends. We did many crazy things and they really taught me many things I never thought. Without them, I did not understand what the beauty is, did not know the art is so touching for everyone, did not know the literature about Chinese, maybe never go to the theater to watch an opera, and did not have sense of life. They led me feel the real life and promote the quality of life. We know each others’ personality. Each day, I really wanted to see them because I expected something amazing would occur. They always brought me many happy things. When I graduated, I really felt very sad because I did not want to leave them. Only I studied in Taipei, and they have partners together. I was afraid that I lived without them. When I entered the unfamiliar environment, I really could not adapt to the place. Because of different classmates, place, and the cloudy weather, I missed Kaohsiung, friends and my family very much. This is the hardest time of my life. At that time, I usually felt sad, lonely, and backward. This time, I really had to live with myself and I had to be independent without my friends, family and everyone I was familiar with. Now, I can adapt to my life of my college and I have made many good friends. Now, I have learned that everything will be difficult at the start, but we will gradually feel fine. Because we will find the best way for us to choose, nothing is impossible. Now, I live very happily and I have found my goal in the future. I am lucky because I have realized that everything will change but beauty remains, just we have to do with ourselves.

Carol(523)