2010/01/08

Balance

I have a part time job this semester; I always work in every Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday. I almost work eleven hours on a day. Though I feel tired, I also make much money. On the first, I am so glad I make money because I can reduce my parents’ burden of money. I know my family’s economical state is not very good; my parents make money so hard, but they can’t make much money to support all family. They always worry about our economical state that can’t support my sister and me to realize our studies. So, I decide to find a part time job in this semester. But, I find I don’t have much time and thought to care about my school work gradually. I not only feel tired in my mind but also my body. I prepared my middle exam casually, so I didn’t have great grade. My grades are worse than last semester in this semester. I am afraid that I can’t achieve standard. I think I will lose the scholarship this semester. I feel a sense of shame. I seem not to be a good, proper student. I feel I just waste my parents’ money. They spend so much money for school educating me, but I don’t study hard. I feel sorry for them and me. I think I must find a balance between my studies and the part time job; I must manage my time well. I hope I will make progress in next semester, and do well in the final exam.

Eng.2A
Amy
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