Who Am I

“Who am I”, which is considered as an easy question and no one care about this. But it is the most important thing that we need to explore. Some people may think they understand themselves so much, but they haven’t listen to what their heart is thinking about. It is the time that I have to think deeply about myself.

First, I am a good student and easy-going kid to my family. I always smile and listen to their words. Face to them, I just want to make efforts to reach their expectation to me. To set their mind at ease and don’t make them worried about me. But I just want to say” I have my own ideas, I want to design by myself and I hope that I am free to do what I want to do.” Although you haven’t force me to do what I don’t want to do, you are still disappointed and shocked about my performance. Sometimes, I want to let you know that I am not happy forever, and I also will be angry with something or somebody. I don’t have a bad appearance not represent I am not angry. I just want to have a peaceful atmosphere with you. Even if when I have a bad mood or I am sad, and I choose not telling you because I hope that I can share the happy, good things with you not the unhappy, bad matters what increase your pressure and make you worried about me. I just hope that you are happy and relieved when you see that I am fine. Then I will think it is worth to work hard and it is ok when I am sad, depressed in a part-time job and I am tired on studying.

In another hand, I am a mysterious person to my friends. I know that I should try to tell what I feel and think to my friends and share my happiness and sadness. But I always hide these problems, bad feeling and myself in heart. Although I know that it is not good and unhealthy to me to endure all bad emotion and pressure, I still haven’t find a person to share my mood or a way to release my pressure and throw out the bad feeling.

All in one word, I will work hard to find people to share my feeling no matter what I want to say or how I feel. I am willing to have a soul mate to take part in my life and share everything with him/her.

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